I never felt in the world like this before!

I'm loving each and every moment of my life now =) Having people whom I love and adore by my side, without having the thoughts of exams or working life that I have to face in a few months time..

Oh GOD, how I wish I can stay like this forever~~ *slaps slaps*

To be frank, I'm very sure the paranoid side of me is gonna win big this time. I felt like a coward thinking of meeting new people. Meeting new colleagues equals to dealing with more peer pressure! *dig a hole & hide myself* This is so not me! Well, I love meeting new people and making new friends but certain things you have to put some gap in between to save your ass. The truth is, you will have to wear a mask when you start working with those "plastics"! -.-

I really need to change the phrase of “I don’t like you means I don’t like you, get away from me!” to “I really do hate you much but I still have to be friend with you!”

This is life isn't it?

*sigh* I'm in a dilemma right now =( There are so many opportunities out there but still I'm not sure which path suits me best! Well, sometimes a person who loves making decision will also have their breakdown moment. ='(

At the age of 23, I’m no longer a kiddo! I got adrenaline rush at times thinking of my age and what I’ve done so far but yet, nothing to shout about coz all these years I achieved nothing much seriously… It’s getting scarier to think of what you’re gonna be in 5 years time! I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA!! I’m gonna be 33 years old in 10 years time!! GOSH!! I better stop thinking about it now! Age is just a number =) ai?

At this moment, I really wish I could make up my mind asap as chances don't always come easily. So, to leave or not to leave this country? I can smell Aussie ;-)

It's coming to an end real sooonnn =)

After being MIA for several months, finally I've got the mood to blog =) Nothing much to hoo-haa about actually yeah..you're right, I've got no life..*Sob sob*

THIS IS SO SAD~~

Anyways, 3 more months to go will mark the end of another chapter of my life, tHE uGLY sTUdy LIFe cHaPTer! That's what I'm looking forward to ;-)

Have you guys ever sat down on a couch doing nothing but just staring blindly at the ceiling with different thoughts running in your mind? Can't even remember when was my last time doing that. Last week, interestingly the first thing that came to my mind was, will this be my last time being a student? Should I even consider taking up Msc?

Then calculating the amount of money spent for the past 5years was a hell no-no! And I didn't even earn a penny yet! Guess it's time for me to start working and earn back what I've invested for the last 5 years. *wink wink* How long does it gonna take? 2 years perhaps? =D

Studying in inti has made my engineering interest fading away slowly..And I'm seriously serious about that! So if anyone of you would like to enroll in inti for engineering courses, I wouldn't encourage you to do so..It just sucks! It'll only cause you to grow some gray hair probably doing reports that you just won't learn anything from it? I just do it for the sake of doing it? YEah~~

There's not much hands on stuffs, practical almost equals to zero, sucky lecturers that won't even know what they are teaching thus bullshit all the time -.- Worse is, they speak manglish! I don't expect them to speak with bombastic English but just proper English will do! Some even speak manglish with an accent! Well hello?! Can't you just focus on speaking proper English? *faints* Sucks to be you!

So liquor anyone?

An update on last x'mas ;-) Here's the gifts that I received and thanks a LOT peeps!

Although I'd wish for the humongous teddy bear =P

What's life after all?

24th November 2010

The moment when I thought I can finally heave a sigh of relief, I received another bad news early in the morning through a phone call that woke me up =(

The person from the nursing home said "I'm sorry to tell you that your grandma has passed away this morning". Obviously I was still in bed at 7.30am and I was feeling numb for a few seconds! Being the first person to know about it, is definitely not good at all because you'll need to inform the bad news to the other family members ='(

We have to mourn for 7days because of my uncle who went for "vacation"-.-" *full stop*

29th November 2010

Today marks the last day before her funeral tomorrow. Of all the things that I've been through, the worst was asking the question what's life after all? Seeing so many different cases at the crematorium for the past few days made me felt so lost. ='(

Especially to those people who live a life full of hatred, what's the point? Not as if you're gonna live forever?!

Bottom line is, live your life to the fullest coz you'll never know what's gonna happen tomorrow. Cheers~~

p/s: RIP granny..

What a life?!

Hey guys, I'm back here again. -.-" *not in a jitty mood to blog tho*

There's just too many stuffs running in my head..Oh god, pity me please...I hate my life but why complain when there's no turning back??

*Sigh* Everything just can't seem to work smoothly now..Every single thing!! From studies to relationship and I can't wait to see what will happen next when I start working! Get a life Mindy! But I don't wanna study or work coz both suck to the max!

People, please bear with me if you wanna continue reading because I just don't feel right at this moment. As if I just fall flat from a tower ='(

To be frank, drinking is the only way to destress myself! Most of the times when I drink, I'll tend to forget everything! Although for a short moment but it's still better than staying here thinking about life?! Which is why I lurrvveeee parties!! And I don't think drinking is that bad either coz never in my life I'll smoke or take drugs :S That's so over!!

Well, I so feel like drinking now and I'm so not in the mood to blog anymore..Gonna sleep now and leave this world at least for a few hours~~ Cheers~~

I wanna get chocolate wasted ;-)

*First see me, now ya don't.Wanna see me but ya won't* =P

Alrite, I'm getting a lil crazy monkeying around right here but peeps I'm really sorry for vanishing and reappearing like a Zorro -.-

I'm marking my calendar right now..Ermm..This week I'm kinda free, KL next week, the following week will be buzzing around too and the following week class starts..WTH! OMGG! Nonono!!! Not gonna plan for class starts *marking off* Booo~~~

KL next week which means Ikea's meatballs!! Fuiyoh, I miss you guys so much! *hugs & slurpp* But there's something else I miss even more than the meatballs though ;-)

Just feel like writing~~

I like it when you tickle me,
Love the most when you set me free,
Trust, a wonderful word it could be,
As you know I'll get back to you electromagnetically.


Miss every moment when you hold my hand while driving,
In your auto car that you're braving,
Miss every step we take when shopping,
Just can't wait to see you coz I miss every single thing!

Mindyt signing off~~

World Cup Fever!!

Woohooo~~ What's better than having a chance to watch every single match of World Cup without worrying about assignments?? I've been ranting and wanting this kind of schedule ever since I stepped into INTI! XD

*Is this a good thing or bad thing*

But good things usually don't last long =(

Exams coming along after this and I've got one and only report that needs to be done before the exam.

Gotta keep my fingers cross and hope everything will sail smoothly all the way~~

In the meantime, enjoy every single bit of everything...

Is dis for real? o.O

A friend's friend was recently worn down with stress. Not normal shear stress that we're talking about, it's a kind of stress that could probably be fatal!

The last time was during SPM examination and can you believe that she handed in all blank answer papers?! According to my friend, she did not sit for the examinations the day after that incident! Gosh!! How could someone got down with stress so seriously?! Well it may sound ridiculous but seriously...IT HAPPENED AGAIN! Heard that she's at a thin line of reaching insanity! :O Poor girl..

Wish that she could recover soon..God bless!

Come to think of it, what if I failed to manage stress well for the last few semesters? I would have ended up like her because I'd been effing busy with tonnes of workload that you can't even imagine! IT'S A LOT LOT!! @.@

I really feel like giving up at that time. Seriously!

Lucky that it's now over hopefully?? *take a deep breath*

Anyway, here's upon request by miss WCY! :D
Our elevator! Took up so much time! In another phrase, youthfulness wasted! Baahhhh!!

The "life size" elevator!

The wireless webcam ;D

Just a little update about me, I've been grooving to the cinemas for the past few weeks. So if you wana know which movie is not to be missed, just pm me then ;-)

Oh, and the new Karaoke box in Queensbay, Neway. It's simply awesome :) So much better than the stinky stinko RedBox -.-

Best thing is, it's so brand new that adds up to the awesomest! ;-)